I just woke up from my nap. I wasnt suppose to have my nap. I was suppose to do my math,eventually i slept while doing.

At this moment, im feeling tired and lazy to think about anything else.

Problems and more problems keep coming in my way.

i wonder when will it stop?

Maybe one day my brain might just 'POP' with a blink of an eye.

okay, i sound emo here.

lmao.

I have something to say about this particular person whom i always always ignored his messages throughout these years(about 4 years from now).

This person i knew,is a very nice sincere guy and has very very patience towards me.

He's been trying to contact me for like so many years. But yet, i didnt care at all.

Can you tell?

We've been in the same school last time and now we're yet so far away. Trying to contact the person whom you really love/like to get attention from her. But you turned that person down. He still hasnt give up. And he doesnt want to lose that chance.

Til now,he's still trying his best to contact me.

And from here, i just realised that he's reallyreallyreally has that patience on me after all those ignorance .sighs-

im sucha a bad person.

i realised my mistakes. And i hope he'll forgive me :/

Friends are precious.

i shouldnt had ignored just like that.

i have no idea why i ignored him.

Maybe that past memories of ours still held my thoughts back.

i dont know.

And now,i know the real truth behind all this.

My eyes are blind for the last 3 years..

To be continued...