Okayy, im feeling abit sick now.

Singapore's Weather these days is making me feel sick.

Anyway, yesterday was Deyi's Military band graduation day. And i should say their performance and speeches were very touching.
Their band is very united!
Everything they always be together as one section.

And yes, i am so glad that my deyi symphonic band major, brandon ,still recognise me :D
Their dinner was a buffet and their food was delicious-sio!

On the way home with my favourite drum major junior, we had a really nice long conversation about band.
And i never would thought that we actually have the same thoughts.
Like finally,i could talk to someone who feels the same way as i do :D

Band major(Denise), Drum major(Joshua) opening the grad night.



Featuring : JVCB EXCOS
Brandon califare! hahahahhaah :D


Deyi ex-member,Shikin ma'am,Me,hafiz!
Drum majors :D
(psst. suhaimi sir is in the photo!)


Alright, gonna catch a concert at SP!
Tiacwoo's concert! woo.
goodbye.

i see nothing ahead of me.
im just clueless-
i dont wish to talk to anyone for this moment.

i am very very very very sorry that i never update my blog.

Bcause i am very very very lazy each time i wanna blog.
i have like tons of things to blog about.
But i am just plain lazy.
hahaha :D


OKAY,GOODBYE PEEPOS!


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"I wanna be a happy kiddo again !"
"I wanna have that laughter i usually do!"
"I wanna have a very long-relieving-laughter-which-can-make-us-ROFL-crappyass-conversation with my lovely friends like we usually had!"
"I want JVCB to have that crazy-yellow-bananas spirit that we all had !"
"I miss talking to vania like we use to, like before!"
"I miss Hairil's messaging me"
"I kinda miss danialboy :/"
"I miss my budak aus abang angkat,Shafiq!"
"I miss talking to Shafiq 4D!"
"I miss JVCB seniors!"
"I miss NCO camp!"
"I miss Shikin Ma'am's ridiculous voicing command!"
"I miss the Student Council 07/08 Spirit!"
"I miss OBS PHILIPPINES PEEPS!"

I JUST MISSED THE OLD TIMES ):


Streets of New York City!

Currently in school now.
Ms priya didnt came to class,so yeah free period.
Gonna have ACES day dance practice later after school. So not looking forward. Sighs-

And yes! Mrs Tan GK gave me a call yesterday. Saying that the Drum major and Band major might be involved in the flag bearer thingy together with 3 percussionist on national day. Woo! So cool kay. Rehearsal on this friday.





"Your past will affect in your present and future time.."

HEYHO!

made new skin yeh.
something new?okaayy.
im still not 'ME' .

Anyway, i dont know why im sooooooooo into surfers dude :D
And i did some editing this image :

Original Copy



Newly Edited Version (c) Shery

cool eh? hahaha.


okay byee.
school tomorrow.
soo not looking forward :/

im just sad, really sad.

At first,i thought i was really angry.

I felt really very angry, like i never felt this anger before in my entire life.

There's always a reason why. But i dont know how to express it.

Im very emotional now.

And finally came to conclusion,that i am SAD.

Really,really sad.

And i found an answer to myself,

That made me think a hell load.

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I can't keep it much longer,

but my patience is still here.-

i won't respond to any of this.

so don't bother,dont even bother trying to cheer me up.

cos i wont care.

and if you tell ,get lost & dont ever come back.

I seriously regret. For telling,and for not keeping it quiet.

And now he knows it.

How the bloody hell am i going to face him?

the feeling is so awkward.

*Message received*

HE JUST TEXT MESSAGE ME.

:DDDDDDDDDDD

i mean like, for the FIRST TIME EVER. He text message me. Cos usually he dont.

hahahhaha,okay stop.

this is not the time to gugugaga over.

not yet,just not yet.

coffee loves :D

i cant believe he text me...

i still couldnt finish the SC official tee design! Now that i got back my adobe photoshop cs3 :D
it's pay back time! woo.

Crap,crap. i have like two designs but i dont know which would suits on them.
oh gawd damnit. i guess i'll have to rush home today after school!

andand eelin's coming to my homey!

Physics test later . Hope i'll pass with good marks.

Oh,last night was bad. i shed some tears.. And eh,Doctor Pau thanks for comforting me (: you really brighten up my night. hahahh

okay,im off to school now!
goodbyeee.

okay,basically i have something to blog about. But i kinda forgot what is it.

OH SHITTO MOMMA.

Happy 15th birthday to shaffiqa! :DDDDDDDDDD

i missed the old times! i mean like , everything seems so different now ):

sery feeling very sad nowadays ):

& yah. i know you guys must have seen me showing black faces recently. Dont bother asking me what happen or why. Cos i will definately reply you with my most famous answer , ' I-DONT-KNOW'

okay , bang!

Afiq Laadon ask me whether if i want to perform with him for Teacher's Day. And i was like , ' whuaaaat?you-gotta-be-kidding look.' i was quite surprised that he asked me. HAHAH.


Personal Affairs ALERT!

Half of me saying that i should like him,
But the other half of me telling me not to like him.
Okay,crap. I hate this feeling kay. So sucky.
Fudge! And he totally pissed the hell out of me!
Why must he be a so cold blooded creature?!
sighssss.....

OMG,i sound so despo -.- but im not kay.

it's been awhile,3 years...
i dont feel the sense of being loved anymore ):
and im missing that feeling D:

i want miracle to happen one day.
i'll be the happiest girl if that happens (not)

Raining season with your love ones,aint it sweet?

i need a hug like any other ordinary girls

Life has been..erm,stressful? okay, i know poly life will be much more stressful than secondary sch life kay.

Anyways,i've been coming home very late this whole week. Bcos of some youth day preparation thingy and band and student council investiture preparation and manymany. (actually not that many.)

As i was saying the previous post,i am NOT so looking forward to this term. There's so many things going,and everything is very packed! I find it hard to have free time on my own :/

OH! thanks khair for forcing me to tell you about you-know-who :D feel so relieved!

Thursday was youth day performance. I was asked to perform with this sec 2 guy,sharin. One of my student council mate. He was like begging and telling me the day before ACTUAL DAY that im his last hope accompanying him on stage singing/playing by Westlife-flying w/o wings.


IT WAS A LAST MINUTE PREPARATION.

I had to run around the school for A GUITAR. Ended up,getting scolding from Mrs Chee the moment i stepped into band room for being disorganised the band,bladeeblahh-

HAH,WHATEVER. i shall not care anything to do with band rumours/what others might say/think/whatever shit lah. noo,ahh psht! kay. Just that im soooo puzzled with manymany stuffs.

I HATE THURSDAYS!

Back to the topic. The performance was a disaster ah ,to me. It was my very first soli performance. Crap! i dont even know why i was trembling really shakingly. I almost dieddddddddddddd up there on stage.

Woo! im so cool cos ive got the courage to get my ass out there to face thousand pairs of eyes . Plus i wanna thank those who supported me! :DD so touched by you gerek people.

Friday was another day of hell. CHEH,no lah. Nothing much happend. BUT i had to bring trumpet and a guitar along with me. I was rushing to Teck Whye sec for some malay drama thingy.

Somehow im like some fella who had just finished a gig concert carrying musical instrument around..

Anyway, speaking of the drama thing. At first, i dont quite understand the drama. But when coming to an end,it make sense. Love-at-first-sight in the 60s' Gonna rate it 4/5 !

OOO!OO!! Have i ever mention? i am so looking forwad to OBS outing!! :DDD okay,done.

i think thats it for today. i post alot.
goodbye, goodnight!

There's no raining season.