Photograph taken (c) shery

Marina Barrage,Rooftop

I almost drown myself in the pool back then. I couldn't even swim seven laps today. I struggled myself to the finishing line. I walked back home feeling rather hopeless. I was being oblivious all the while. 

And when i realised, I was feeling all mad this morning. Because of you.

I thought i was overreacting.

I'm so confused.

I don't know what to do.

For once,it felt like i've fallen into this deep hole where i could never climb back up.

no one was there.

I wish i could read your mind.

I wish you could be more willingly.

I wish you would do things that would surprise me where no one ever does.

I wish many things of what i've wanted to say to you,

but i'm sorry.

Three arrows is unforgivable.

I wish now the year would be 2019.

if you hadn't appear,I am actually alone.