transparent enough to visualise

Time now is 7.40pm
I'm living all alone for today.
Leaving the whole house to myself.

I don't wish to talk about today.
i was feeling all so gloomy when my family dropped me by school this morning.

sebagai teman baikku bukannya tanya mengapaku berasa sedih pagi tadi,
sementara kamu semua mengelak hati di depan,aku kesorangan di hujung.

My house is loopsided now.
oppsy,i overdid it.
:D

I really can't imagine how will my life be like without Band.
8 years in band adds beautiful colours in my life.

I think i should continue learning music for the rest of my life.
There are alot of music studies to learn!
I'm so eager to know.
I wish to learn Flute,Oboe,Saxophone and French Horn.
And I wish to learn piano too.

Do you guys know that i love performing?
but i always have this nervousness feeling getting screwed up on that big spotlight.
such a spoiler.

Music is my life.
Music has always been my passion.
But my career job will be a Fashion Designer.
(if i can succeed)

I have interest in Photography,Designing and Outdoor adventure/Sports.
I realised that i have alot of talents.
But its such a waste that i didn't make use of my talent to prove what i have.
):

I think Lufthi(NCO) is being such an ass.
HAHA :P
He apologised to me in msn for appearing offline without saying goodbye a few days back.
And then he told me that he was sorry again for having this conversation a very short one.
And he went off.
Gahhhhhhhh!

Okay,i want to talk to Asyiqin now.

my happy clone!

Goodbye
i'm off to do my homeworks!
Ps: AJ Rafael's songs is still beautiful (: