Too tired,perhaps next time.
Not having a good day.

6am this friday

"I promise to blog tomorrow about everything that has been happening in my unexciting life"
....
..
.

yet.

goodnight everyone.

BLOG SOON!

I think Mrs Chia is a very thoughtful person.
You know why?
Because she sent me a text message just to say, 'Put band away,and study hard okay? All the best!'
Isn't she thoughtful?!
i feel so loved by my band conductor.

i mean,seriously,do any of you get well wishes from any teacher through text messages?
oh well,maybe I'm one lucky student huh.


HAHAHAH.
its not that i want to boast or something.
bleah :P

Okay,my life has been dull.
No more colours.
Everyday the same routine.......
i should get myself involved with something.
ugh!


i realised that I've been quiet these days.

Adorable

"Ehhhhh!"

Somebody was shouting across the corridor while i was rushing off for humanities class.
And I didn't expect that it was him who was calling for me.

He quickly fasten his pace to reach the same as mine.

And we walk up the stairs together
I find it cute and a very pleasant and friendly approach.

We smiled and went separate ways for classes.

:)

(c)
11.20am

I was browsing through old pictures and this came across my screen:


BINTAN TRIP 2007

This was back on November 07.
It was hella fun! Malay councillors get to involved for this trip.
Actually it was so called a fun-leadership trip for us.
But sadly,we weren't featured in the year book :(
Oh,how i miss those days..

(Aizat hugging the wacko stick in the bus).
I remember we were heading to lunch. And practically everyone were tired after the team bonding games.

OHHH! On the 2nd day ,EVERYONE started crowding every each of us asking for our autographs. CHEH! LIKE CELEBRITY UH!
HAHAHAH.

SEE! Shaffiqa targetted! HAHAHA

EYES ON ADILA!
HAHAHAH.
Oh btw, if you didn't know, that's Ms Lim.
And this was the Girl's room!
Cool or what?
like as if we were on holiday at our own chalet.
:P

And the guys invaded the girl's room!

aww,Adila and her spongebob drink!

Kitchen time!
Girls cooking eh.
Nah,actually we were preparing our cup noodles.
OH! speaking of supper, we had our own BBQ at latenights!

COOL OR WHAT HUH!

HAHAHAHA
(please don't kill me for posting this picture)


EH! anyone who still have Bintan Trip 07 pictures?
PLEASE SEND IT TO MY EMAIL
CAUSE I LOST ALL THE FILES :(
donate.
thank you!

Good afternoon world. Such a hot weather today.

Anyway,i've been having this feeling since centuries. I dare not tell anyone because they'll think that i'm a weirdo. Whatever it is,yeah.

At this moment,i don't feel like entertaining anyone or to talk to. So if you see me rather so quiet,that is the sign of, "I can't be bothered," attitude.

I'm no longer that fun,crazy type of person anymore. I just don't know. If you ask me,i can't find the answer to that.

Exams coming. Mug hard and score well.

Goodbye.

I'm just bored of this feeling

Her name is Dena Chang

OMFGGGGGGG! PLEASE WATCH THIS!

I HAD GOOSEBUMPS WHILE WATCHING
SHE IS DAMN AMAZING!

i have physics test tomorrow

I had history test today
I think I'm gonna score good marks for it
I did confidently
I'm beginning to like Mdm Tan SG.
It made sense to me now.
I am in my correct mindset.

School today was one of my worst day so far. I was having a pretty bad mood throughout the whole morning. I will hate that person if the person has the same design as me!
I will get pissed off with people who said that he/she said that IT WAS HER IDEA FIRST.
And said that there was no intention of copying other people's work. pfft.

Well,somebody had to open their big fat mouth and tell everything of what i am against it. I thank you for that. You are such a nice friend :) NOT!

And now i have got no clue on how to get top for Art in this cohort. Since that person copied the idea of MINE (c) Nur Seryhana Bte Jamali , I should start working on my colorings and the effects on the board. CREATIVE AND ABSTRACT!

I want to impress people that my artwork is unique and make them confuse and not know what does my masterpiece is trying to say. So it makes them wonder and find it interesting. okay,duh.
pfft,pfft.

Maths lesson was humiliating. Have they got no brains?! I sat at the back feeling the pain of what is it to be like when young people threw words like stone to an adult. You think you're big?
You push all the blame to her. Refusing to accept the facts. You 're just taking advantage just because she is the nicest and caring person that you can bully in this school. Some people are just better be off when they're not born. Immature bullshit brats.

Anyway,Taylor Swift-crazier caught my attention.
oh,wait. The you tube player is already playing it!
go check her out.



She is total amazing!
She even owns her guitar!

*drools*

I'm..
craving..
for..
FOOD.


I'm a super super girl,
I'm a super super girl.
rofl,random.


I'm always the odd one out.
Is my life meant to be that way?
hmmmm

I'm an anti-social person now.
Will be busy dreaming in my own fame of world.
goodbye

i love this song.

Butterfly fly away...

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreamin
But theres a voice inside my head sayin
You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
lost with no direction
My faith is shakin

But I, I gotta keep tryin
Gotta keep my head held high

Theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

The struggles I'm facing.
The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
I Just gotta keep going.
AndI, I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on 'cause,


There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

Yeah-yeah

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you're gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side
It's the climb

I'm making no sense in the previous post.
HAHAHA.


i'm hungry :(
goodbye.

ANGELINA JOLIE & BRAD PITT NOT LIVING TOGETHER?!

Quoted this from gossipgirls.com

I'm no obsessed fan. But Angelina Jolie is my role model. She's the bomb yknow?!?!

READ IT.

They’re as well-known for their massive and diverse family as they are for their films, but according to a recent report Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt are experiencing a little trouble in paradise.

Per an inside source, the “Mr. and Mrs. Smith” costars are no longer living together, and their close friends are becoming increasingly worried that they may run the risk of splitting up.

It all started with a major blowout after Brad (who has supposedly issued a ‘marry me or bust’ ultimatum) complained to Angelina that she’s neglecting him in favor of working on her new movie “Salt.” Additionally he’s feeling overwhelmed with the responsibility of caring for their six kids all by himself.

A friend told press, “It ended up with a big shouting match. They may end up splitting for good, and if it comes to that, Brad is going to ask for custody of all the children,” adding, “Dividing up all their tangled assets will be a legal minefield.”

WHATTTTTTTTTT! NONO! THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING!

AHHHHHHHHHHH. I ADMIRE THEM SO MUCH!

:(

okay,i sound like i'm an obsessive girl.

but i'm not.

ROFL.

I mean like, THEY'RE THE BEST COUPLE ON THIS PLANET!

pfft.

I'm still awake at this hour.
I was doing my art coloring ,you see.
I bet Mdm Rafilah gonna scream at us tomorrow.
I'm halfway done.

I'm still clueless which color suits in my work.
Between light and dark.
GAHHHHHHHHH!




Today isn't a very good day for me.
Well,nothing caught my attention in school.
And oh,something had just ruined my mood during recess.

I DON'T GET TO EAT.
i'm so upset [CHEHHHHH!]

I was focused during maths and chemistry lesson.
Isn't that great?!

I'VE FOUND MY CHEMISTRY FILE!
*skips around the room up and down*
YAY,YAY,YAY!

and you know where i found it?
under my desk -.-
am i smart or clever?


My life is such a bore.
Every day the same routine you know?
i miss having fun and all those laughters we had.
Hmmmm....

Well i can't do anything much can i?
I'll just go with the flow then.


GOODBYE FELLAS!



Miley Cyrus rocks my socks!
\m/

WATCH IT IF YOU ARE BORED!



HAHAHAH!

DAVID CHOI! :D

HAHAHA.

i'm laughing my ass off.
Chatting with this guy in msn.
which is so unexpected of him
HE?! chatting with me?
UNBELIEVABLE.

We know each other for like 4 years.
We met before in school.
But,we never once talk to each other before.
We never once had an exchange conversation before!
i mean,its like SO WEIRD!
But he's not such a bad person after all as what i always thought he would be.

oh well, new friends for now.
i miss making new friends.
hahaha.

okay,goodbye.
(p.s,Shaffiqa invites me to her private blog. YAY!)
(pp.s, Mandy slaps my butt real hard during recess)
OUCH!

i shall look forward into everyday lives.
Just be in my own imaginary world.
Happy thoughts for now.


Screw you.

Now i hardly share my lives stories with anyone.

Never ever once thought of my feelings.
Who am i to you?
I treat nicely but i don't get the same back.

You won't realise that a friend like me is hard to find in this world.


Close one eye.


Very angry and confused.

argh!
Never consider my feelings.

i hate it.
i just hate it.
never allow myself to be in that situation.
close both eyes,i see.

very angry and confused now.


SCREW ALL THOSE 'HAPPY' LIVES!

Oh, i missed 34th NCO camp

I was so surprised that Luthfi was expecting me to come for yesterday's outing.
HAHAH.
Well,sorry to disappoint you Luthfi :P
But i promise you that i will go if there's any upcoming NCO outing!

eh,be glad that i featured you in my post TWICE!

OHHH! I missed Pei xin and Celestine too!(pictures above)
I should have made many friends there.
so much of my negative thoughts.

OH!OH! AND IVANA TOO!
gosh,its been like centuries we never contact yet.
she lives at hougang, and I'm in the west.
sighs-



OMGGGGGGWTF!
the trumpet is super insanely crazyyyyyyyy!

HEY BAND GEEKS!
Go to imeem and search Sir Duke by Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra!
The music is CRAZY MAN!

credits to KOH EE LIN!
:D

aya,lazy blog already.

Webcamming with Asyiqin is fun! :D
makes me teared while laughing.
laughing our ass off in front of the computer screen.

*sorry hor. My language like rojak. HAHA!

invisible

That stunning blue umbrella girl

I don't know why i feel so down now.
I don't see any reasons why i should feel down.
Okay,maybe PMS? Or feeling rather tired.
maybe,maybe,maybe..it could be other reasons?

Anyway,i love rainy days.

I bought this stunning blue umbrella which cost me $5.40
It was raining so heavily but i still insist to walk in the rain despite the wind was blowing strongly.

I was so smart to wear my 34th NCO shirt and fbt shorts and my Adidas fleece jacket,which Danial bought for my Christmas present on his returned from Australia. I myself know that my body can't take in cold weather/cold temperature.
But I don't mind the rain,though i got totally drenched.
At least i felt great walking in the rain all by myself.
Skipping my way through.
(and i hate people staring at me)

I reached home about 30 minutes later.

Today(yesterday,cos the clock strike 12midnight+) is Good Friday.
Well maybe, not a 'GOOD' Friday for me.
Everyone else were having a great time with their love ones,I'm sure.
I envy.

The whole day I kept on cursing when people had their smiles on their faces.

perhaps i'll blog about that on a later date.


And oh, i was suppose to go for 34th NCO outing today.
But i hardly know anyone for those who went.
Sorry Dawn and Luthfi!(if i spell your name correctly) :P
i should have gone.. :(



goodbye readers.
(i'm hooked onto John Mayer's cover!)

09th April 2009 , 6.30pm
Venue:Concourse
At the scene: Sery,Jasmine,Audrey

"SERRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYY!!!!!"
(Sery turns and look at the direction)
"AUDREEEEEEYYYYY!!!"

And we hugged.
But Audrey was looking at me,looking rather confused.
I was wondering why was Audrey standing in front of me,when i thought i was suppose to hug her.
And i just realised that I was hugging JASMINE!

HAHAHAHAHAH.
and OUCH!!!!!

Jasmine hit me hard and make me cry :(

It was damn hilarious when i think back.
ROFL!

My 3rd post of the day

Staring at the screen,
wondering why is my heart feeling so heavy?
i could feel the weight.
something is pulling me down so heavy.
And i let my mind wander..

Anybody care to tell me how are these two cost each?


(Lays Classic)


(Yoghurt's Smoothie flavors mango!)

I was so engrossed reading half-blood prince and at the same time listening to band songs at the maximum volume.
I took these smoothie and lays chips and placed it on the counter.
I took out my five bucks( because i already know lays usually cost about $2)
I was waiting for my change back.
I waited for about 10 seconds,but that guy was busy counting other people's money,so i walked off(because i thought total amount was FIVE bucks). And i don't even bother to open my mouth and asked.

AND I JUST REALISED THAT I JUST GAVE MY FIVE BUCKS AWAY!
WITHOUT EVEN A CHANGED!

How could that possibly cost me 5 bucks in total?!
-.-


&
i feel so miserable.................
because i got cheated by this skinny bamboo baboon!
HAHAHAHA.

School nowadays are just fine.
But life recently is like a roller coaster.

I've been reading this book again to refresh my memory though.
And anyway the movie is coming out this mid July!
*excited*



Yesterday we had NAFA test.
I scored within my expectations.
I always do well for my test all the time.
(exceptionally 2.4km)
i have no hopes on that.
HAHAH.

I know everyone else doesn't give a damn about NAFA test.
But for me,i always do care.
I like physical work stuffs. I have a very good skills on that.
(Doesn't matter if it offended me or something the other day)

And now I'm having body cramps all over.

I think I lost my Chemistry file,AGAIN.
Last year i lost it in the beginning of the year.
And this year i lost it again!
Or maybe someone stole it.
ARGGGH!

There goes my favorite subject ):

And now i have to pay fully attention during Chemistry though Mrs Alice Gan is forever babbling over small issues.

I seriously detest English lesson.
NOT that i hate English.
I just hate the lesson.
Oh,you know what i meant.

Comprehension,Composition,Comprehension,Composition.
I rather go to reflection corner for self studying.




Sometimes i wonder,people open their mouth and spill the beans without thinking.
Or maybe they are just being overprotective or oversensitive or too proud to even think.

We're not even criticizing but you said that we were.
i bet your mouth is filthy.

The answers is so damn,for goodness sake, obvious.
Everybody knows that this year is just too weird for the results.
And there you are happily saying that we are criticizing you which in fact we clearly stated indirect names.
Well,congratulations then for clinching that medal.

At least some people didn't state the name to offend anybody,
or to avoid any argument or conflicts.
Or do you rather LIKE to see your name appear in someone's blog or facebook status or forums?
Nobody knows except ourselves who we are referring to.
You can't possibly judge by the words.

AT LEAST, we know our limits.


If you feel that you're offended you can kindly pm the person in private.
Right?
That's clear understanding.

And I'm so disappointed with you.
if you say that i am childish person/a coward to delete that comment,go ahead.
I am just trying to save this senior-junior relationship,to avoid any misunderstanding.
Nobody likes to flare up over a small issue.
But i guess you want it that way to be,so be it.

Think again,who is childish now?


So what if our disciplinary are not as good as you?
of course discipline is important but not to the extreme.
We're a CONCERT BAND.
We pick our instruments,and play REAL MUSIC.
We had fun expressing our feelings through music.
We show our discipline through music.
We're young potentially musicians.
And we are proud of that.

There is so much misunderstandings after one and another.
I wish to dump everything into the sea where i couldn't find it.

oh,if any of you happen to read this,it'll be better if you keep it to yourself (:
I'm sure nobody wants to have an arguement over a small matter.
Because it is very very lame- Huishi

I think from now on, i will blog about my personal experience.
Who cares if there is anybody bad mouthing me or something.
I don't need any comments or thoughts on my post.
I don't give a damn of any words that has been coming out from your mouth.
Simple,keep your thoughts to yourself.

People talking behind their backs are those people who doesn't have a life of their own.
I feel sorry for them.

Basically i would just blog based on my personal experience (like i've said in the 1st para)

I write what i feel.
I write what i see.
I write what i experience.

Enjoy reading if you bother.
Have a good day!

I feel odd when everybody cried at the results.

(I still don't know why i didn't cry at the results!)
Everybody is still talking about SYF results on 3rd April.

They still can't the facts right.
They still doesn't want to accept the results we get.
Especially my dearly bananas.

Dear JVCB,
I know we deserved a better award than 'that' particular school.
I feel the same way too. (Although i never ever thought of getting that four letter word.)
With all the hard work we have put in, believing in ourselves,sacrificing our time just for band practices.

I know,i know we should get a very well-deserving award.
But we must not put the blame on anybody.
Nobody,i repeat,N-O-B-O-D-Y are at fault.
We must not question the professionals.
They might have other reasons or maybe their expectations of us is not satisfying enough to them.

BUT,everybody,band directors,professionals,student musicians and others were in the hall knows that WE,Jurongville Concert Band 2009, have done our very best effort to perform our showcase.

Our school isn't the only school that we should ought to get.
Raffles Girls,Nanyang Girls are on the same boat as us.

Remember,the world isn't fair.

This year SYF 09 is unpredictable and injustice.
Nobody knows what were the judges expectations.
It may seems very weird.
Because those deserving school ought to get what they should get,but they didn't.


Don't ever think that all the efforts that we have put in has gone to waste.
Never.

We made history of JVCB.
The first batch that brought the Chia's family to really believe in us that we can do it.
That has already proven with the piece playing, 'Flying High'.
A grade 4 piece.
A huge jump for us to work on a Japanese composition.
We decided to change our choice piece at just a few months away to SYF.
And here we are.
And i think we are really incredible.
despite the woodwinds worked insanely hard on all those sharps running notes would be your best friend from now on.

I salute to all JVCBIAN for your hard work and determination and unity in the band.
And also the music we made was outrageously beautiful.
I will never ever forget you wonderful bunch of bananas.

Feel very proud with ourselves
(but not too complacent if not i will come back and haunt you people)

I was very pleased with the comments that we get from other band directors.
WE'VE DONE IT!

CONGRATULATIONS JVCB!

To the younger lots,please work hard for the future.
Start working on your playing and make us proud.
We have done our part and now it is your turn to do so.


Message to all SYF 09 participants:
Would you guys like to have a concert,Ampio Musica 2, with Mr Chia?
I want to propose this.
Let's play 'Flying High' for the last time before we apart.

JVCB WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART.


and that stunning yellow is our true mask of JVCB!
I REQUEST A FULL BAND PHOTO!

Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince is showing on 16 July 2009 !

I was so shocked when i found out this :

Only those who have read the book will understand.
I'M SAD!

They cut Dumbledore's funeral scene and the Battle scene!!
NOOOOOO!

And i really really hope that this time the movie will be a good one.

P.S I LOVE JVCB!

SYF 2009

It doesn't matter what results we get.
It only matters how much efforts we have put in so far.
We have never had so many people put high hopes on us that 'WE BELIEVE' that we can do it.

The spirit in us,
The unity in us,
The musicality we made,
feels like we have accomplished something.
a great achievement we should be proud of.

WE IMPROVED TREMENDOUSLY

it felt like it was yesterday when we struggled playing, 'Flying High.'
but today we were really really AWESOME!
Professionals were very impressed.
and i think we should be happy with.

Although we were just a few points away,we really did a very good impression of JVCB.

Always remember that we have done our very best to the fullest!
TRE CHEERS FOR JVCB!



JVCB WILL ALWAYS BE FLYING HIGH.

I was having a conversation chat with Dawn from CHIJ toa payoh.
Which their band got GOLD for this year SYF. And she claims that they don't deserved to get gold.


"I feel like the GWH is kind of cheapened. The Gold too.
It seems to be given out so freely and readily."

"They don't realise the impact of every medal that they give"

-Dawn (c)

I find this year SYF preety weird.
I wonder what are the judges thinking.

Anyway,hopes for the best this friday!