!@#$%

heartache

I can't sleep although my eyes are heavy. Wou?

I came band today to give cookies.
Okay,i'm alittle biased but i will bake cookies for all the next visit.
NOT!
Hahahah

Namely, Hafiz,Mardhiyyah,Asyiqin,Deon,Hermione and fiona.
Fiona extra la but i pity her so i gave one to her.
See! I'M A GOOD SENIOR.
Hahahah!

Eh,i forgot Gao Xian,Fathiah,Joanne,Si ying and Jun wern and my trumpet section D: sorry!
Aya,might as well give to the whole band ah. Kan best?

Oh,someone said that I look like one chinese girl. REALLY?!

Today I did alot of self discovery during enrichment.
I learnt about myself which I find it really interesting.
And woah, Dr. Jeriah Lee is a funny man! I love him.
But he's in his 50's.
I wish he could be my dad.
And i thought he's a psyhologist but turns out a counsellor.
Okay maybe both.

Oh boy! I so can't wait for the 20 pages report! :D

I'm begining to understand things around me now :)
And I am so glad that i did.

Maybe that's the reason why I've been cheerful.
I noticed that I laughed a lot these days.
I'm loving it.
woopee!


There are no boundaries

Skip a day today.

Stomach gave me a problem. Oh yes, my stomach is very sensitive.
I'm allergic to certain food.
Sad to say I can't really enjoy eating like chocolates,peanuts,seafood,sambal,crackers & the list goes on.. Even some drinks like hot milk,gassy drinks and soya milk :(

Gosh!I have to be extra mindful when it comes to food.
Once i ate the wrong food,that's it. I'm DOOMED!
Worse come to worst,I'll end up sitting at the toilet bowl for hours or i'll vomit.
I just hate the feeling T.T

Oh,i wonder if my boyfriend/husband would bear with my food allergies esp when we dine in a restaurant.
HAHAHA.
Can you guys imagine?
TROUBLESOME!

Did i mentioned that I can't eat CHOCOLATES?
(SCREAM OUT LOUD)
I mean CHOCOLATES ARE HEAVENLY!
Of all foods,i can't eat chocolates!
I'M SO DEPRESSED.
:(


Anyway,as i was saying that I skipped school today.
I wouldn't want to rot at home for the whole day.
So,i headed down for Gym at Jurong West Complex.
Every Monday I would go to gym at least an hour before heading home.
I need a new lifestyle man!

I thought of joining Hatha Yoga classes after my N levels.
(Laugh all you want)
And I've decided to pay all by myself.
And after N levels I'd like to join for some water sports courses.
I bet it'll be DOUBLE-O-FUN!

(totally doesn't linked)

I don't know why am i so hyped up.
ANYONE WANNA GO HIKING/OR ANY OUTDOOR ADVENTURE THIS JUNE?
Beep,beep me!
And not that I don't study at all. People need a break from studying ya?
I feel cheerful all of a sudden.
Hee!

Speaking of N levels, my prelims is on mid August. N levels is on mid September.
Time flies really fast eh?
I just can't believe it that my time here is going to end with just a few months left. Or maybe I would come back next year to Sec 5.
Oh well,let the good memories will always be remembered in our hearts.


Before i close today's post,anybody watch American Idol? Of course you do.
And to think that Kris Allen is not bad afterall.
Though Adam Lambert's vocal is SUPERB! But I gotta say the song 'No Boundaries' suits Kris Allen to sing. I mean the way he sings it really soothe me. But as for Adam.L ,WOW! POWER! I can feel goosebumps on my arms! But he overdid it,overpowered.

I think Kris Allen deserves to get his title.
eh,but I'm still a fan of Adam Lambert :D



[I CAN'T UPLOAD ANY PICTURES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
*puts a sad face*

OH! can upload la.
hahahah,dengz!

This is Kris Allen.
eh, he looks abit like Brad Pitt.


:D


AH, I NEED TO READ MORE BOOKS!
damnit.

Her voice is just brilliant!

OMGOMGOMGOMG!
Her next cover is up!
I've been always looking forward to one of her covers :D

Song playing : Crazier by Taylor Swift (OH! SHE LOVE TS TOO! :D)
PRESENTING DENA CHANG

Too upset to even say anything.

:(



But trying her best to be optimistic!

behind my back

Looks like as if I don't know anything.
Oh actually,i do.
pfft.



just whatever fellas.

injustice

How could I possibly be "one of them"?



I can't think straight.
I can't seem to put all my thoughts together.
I'm falling behind,i can't climb back up..
I'm trapped.

My eyes stared blankly at the numbers written.
My fingers were trembling.
I felt the voices of all people screaming at me.
All i heard was the word, 'stupid,stupid,stupid.'

What is Art?

(c) Taken by sally

I am totally disappointed today.
No words can express how i feel right now..


Four months left..
Gotta work hard!

Actually,I thought of not coming to school today. Cos today's lesson was totally a free day for us. And another thing was that Mrs Teo wasn't present. And during art lesson,Mdm Rafilah didn't even came to class today. So basically we had the whole day to ourselves. What did we do? Sit there and stone. Pathetic right?

My class attendance was the best i tell you. Only 10 were present in school. Cool or what huh?

Eh, i don't know what else to blog......

I want to continue reading this book that i took out from my brother's shelves. I realised that my brother bought the book for like a few years ago and now the movie just came out. Great............

& oh, i realised again that i can't seem to get along with any conversation :(

I'm feeling pissed right now.
I just find people are being prejudice sometimes.
(URGH!)



I just feel really thankful that i still have those kind of friends who still reach me now
(:

i still can't engaged into any conversation...

Actually I don't even bother to blog about my lives.
I'll just blog whatever came into my mind.

Anyway, i am currently listening to David Choi's cover -Waking up in Vegas by Katy Perry.

DAMN NICE!

-

Got back Chemistry paper 3 & Maths paper 2. I am totally speechless when the paper landed on my table each time. I expected to get better results but my hopes for both subjects failed me.


NEXT STOP ---- PRELIMS!
*Run around & pull people's hair!!!*

Today the whole lot of sec 4 NAs had English Oral. I was unprepared. It went smoothly though, BUT i remembered that i kept on saying "AH" many atimes?! why on earth did i say "AH" ?!
I SHOULD SPEAK PROPER LANGUAGE.
And Mr Mohan commented,"Good!"
Good as in Good-good? or Good-bad?
and i went "AH?" again.... -.-

Anyway,we were told that we can be dismissed right after oral. Cool right?
Okay not,that results to nowhere to go with no plans ahead.
So my friend and i made plans on the spot and we went to Science centre.
But our adventure ends there when we reached the entrance.

And the signboard reads,

"CLOSED ON EVERY MONDAY."
like wthell@!#!@%$#&!

Science centre adventure tak menjadi.

Okay, i am reallyyyyyyyyyyyy frustrated with my sound speaker. I can't listen to any music :(
I can dieeeeeeee without music.

OH! I watched Angels & Demons yesterday.
Ratings 5/5 !
IT WAS BRILLIANT AND VERY THRILLING MOVIE!

(Recommended to watch)



Buon giorno a tutti!

Paris to Berlin

This is cool shit,i tell you.
Tsunamis in Paris to Berlin.
Great work.

Adapated from Deviantart (c) http://phyzer.deviantart.com/art/Paris-to-Berlin-24620565

Forever & always

I must be active. I must be active. I must be active. I must be active. I must be active.
I must be active. I must be active. I must be active. I must be active. I must be active.
I must be active. I must be active. I must be active. I must be active. I must be active.
I must be active. I must be active. I must be active. I must be active. I must be active.

2.5 miles every session.
Join clubs/courses.
Eat vitamins.
No more fried food,chocolates,soda drinks for me.
Coursework.
Fine Arts painting.
Sketching.
shopping!
Starbucks Coffee
Music!
BEACH
& the list goes on

..
so many,many things that i have to do this year.

i love painting

When I look around
Everybody always brings me down
Well is it them or me
Well I just can't see
But there ain't no peace to found
But if someone really cared
Well they'd take the time to spare
A moment to try and understand
Another one's despair
Remember in this game we call life
That no one said it's fair

she wears short skirts ,i wear t-shirts

I love love love this music video! :D

okay,i got no time to loose!

roses,roses,roses.
OH, ELVES!

Taylor Swift Taylor Swift Taylor Swift Taylor Swift

Amazing video
Amazing singer
Amazing songwriter

Heheheheheheh!
I'm so in love with this music video :D

My life now is all about me and my guitar.
Nothing else,just that.

"My new best friend."



This afternoon while I was studying chemistry, I happened to look over my keyboard piano which was place near the TV in my room. I thought to myself,"Momma bought this for me but I never make full use of it." And then I bought a new acoustic guitar just last year paid by my dad. I thought to myself again,"I have a new guitar. Now what?"

I think I kinda wasted a lot of time in my life not brushing up on skills. Probably by now my fingers can already run like Sungha Jung. Every day i would pick up my guitar and strum some songs (Taylor Swift's song). I keep telling myself that I must learn at least one song(complete) in a day. That will bring to success?

I've been dreaming to write my own song.
But i just can't seem to get my brain working.

And anyway my language isn't as good as some people are.
:(


Oh,what the heck.
Music just turns me on




I can't even hold a conversation anymore.

Those Lips (c) 2009 - AJ Rafael

why couldn't i just kiss those lips
i'd rather be rejected than regretting this
im tired of being afraid
i wish i coulda made
the choice to be the daring one in this relationship

i know were just friends but i want you to know
that i always think about being more
i guess i'll never know x2
how you feel
you got me wonderin'

i want you to be that somebody who
needs me just like how im needing you
but im just so scared
i could not prepare
for the moment when i looked you in the eyes

so i guess i'll just wait for that afternoon
we'll soak up the sun in the middle of june
i can't ask you to wait but you know that i can't stay
i'm a little too late
but you got me wonderin'

i'm holding on to this feeling i have
i've got it so bad i just cant shake it off
when will my mind just be clear
of this move i should've made
its killing me cuz kissing you
is what i wanna do

but now that youve got that somebody new
needs you just like how im needing you
i guess i'll fade away
and now my skies are gray
i'm a little too late
you've got me wonderin

Closing end,moved to other sites

(c)

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you

Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me, you belong with me

Her guitar is my bestfriend.

I'm going to be a kind soul here.

I won't put Mandy's unglamorous picture appear in my post for a very long time.
Because that would mean that people will get bored of it when they passes by my blog.

Anyhow,i feel a sense of accomplishment today. I've finally managed to finish all chapters in Physics. I don't know if I'll do well for it but Mrs Ng expects me to get an A2 for her paper. Its impossible for me cos i never like physics at all. But after revising today, i kinda like physics. I don't know why. Weird,but i find almost all the topics interesting eh.

Okay,its very possible for me to get an A in combined science! :D Well you know,I'm good in chemistry. I LOVE CHEMISTRY TO THE MAX! (HEEHAW,I'm not boasting) Eww,i sound like a donkey. Chemistry equation formulas makes me happy arrrrr! :D
But i can't endure it. Because Mrs Alice Gan is forever babbling over unnecessarily stuffs which is not related to the topic.

OH! I have something to share with you guys. Do any of you ever heard of Sara Barreilles? Her music is just awesome! I'm so in love with her music rhythmic and the way she sings it. 'Bottle it up' by Sara Barreilles. And Taylor Swift's songs is awesome too! I've been listening to her songs over x10000000000000 times! HAHAHA. OH!OH! I'M SO INTO KATY PERRY'S SONG TOO! :D

Seriously,i need to persuade my dad to buy a new desktop. My desktop sound speaker is making me frustrated which is almost spoilt,only one side of the speaker can be heard,but i still insist on poking my headphone wire into the 'hole'(whatever its called) and get sound on both sides.

Music turns me on yeah \m/

Yesterday's celebration was the best. There was one moment i wanted to highlight. We were at West Coast Park at night. Mandy went running around in circles,screaming after the cake was cut. HAHAH,it was hilarious. And we actually fooled Mandy upon our late arrival. We met earlier to plan a surpise,asking khaiseng to come at a later time. And she actually believed it. We tried to distract her playing guitar and sing with our lungs out and repeating the same song.
It was fun and hilarious. And not forgetting,Ler Chen is always,always late! I know you're reading this LER CHEN! Your name is in BOLD.

To be honest, i wasn't in the mood. But i tried my best to be happy and enjoy every moment. Eh,but seriously ah. KAIWEN! Why near the cargo?! Spoil view neh.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDY!
enjoy the rest of the night turning sixteen.
NC16 okay?:D


Shall end here.
sayonara!

Oh,do you know?i have a personal diary.
*smiles*

Moved on.

Happy 16th birthday Mandy Cheong!
(now mandy's picture will appear in my blog for a very long time now)
;)

goodnight to world.