Do i have a choice? Shall i make sacrifices for my time?

Queeny shook me with this statement,"You have to go. Its means alot to you."

I couldn't feel it now. But when the time comes,i shall know.

I'm relunctant to reunite again. However I hold a very strong position. It'll be such a big disappointment if i don't.

I felt disgusted when she gave me this pathetic look. I strongly opposed although i said,"yes. I'm willing to sacrifice."

I'm torn between two things which will make an impact for the rest of my life.
Well,it all depends on me and time..
Goodnight.