OH MY GOSH.

im suppose to be at my bed sleeping having my beauty sweet dream now. But here i am,using the computer til late night. Why?

Cos i need to finish up that bloody malay project. Deadline by tomorrow. And you know what? I already finished doing all the slides and it hanged suddenly. Like WTFASFWQURPOFNASPROIQU! right?!

i panicked like some crazy woman screaming and banging the keyboard -.-
But thank god, it retrieved every data back :D

okay,goodbye.

"Bape hoodies are way cooler!" -Haikel.

YES! i agreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D hehehe.

NCC , JVCB
woo! smart aint he? :D

hey ho! hey ho!

im feeling so much better now. no more the emo side of me. gosh! im so relieved after talking about it. :D Thank you Hatadi Haziq for giving me great advices! lmao.
And yes,2 months!promise. hee

And ks, dont emo! must cheer up and get over it!if i can cheer up,then you can too! LOL.

Anyway,i didnt attend school today again. im sucha bad girl. okay, i dont care if i am. I felt that there was no need for me to be there plus my stomach hates me.

& congratulations to Deon's team on getting 2nd place for basketball! :D

Met glenn and eelin around 1pm. Headed towards Causeway point,Burger King for lunch! :D Walked around wasting time and you know what?i found THE shop where ive been finding all along. YES!YES! But i'll have to make an appointment. shiat!so troublesome.

And while i was on my way back to boon lay. There was this old granny sitting beside me.And she asked " Why are you wearing sweater on a hot day like these?" i got pissed. But i just smiled and giggled away. And she kept talking to me okayyyyyyyyyy -.-


Earth Day fanfare performance tomorrow. Damn! i dont feel like coming again. Maybe i'll just pon? like what eelin says," Every school event always never attend." HAHAH. thats me! :P

goodbye.

Parrrrrris!

isnt it sweet?

awwwww.

No mood er.. No mood er..

Why do bad things always happend at one go?And messed up my life?Making me feeling so sucky and lousy. OH SHIT! I HATE THIS FEELING. emoemoemo.

Insecure
Unstable
Facade

I dont want to bother anything,i dont want to care about EVERYTHING. Heh, this is just a beginning. There is still more ahead. I must prepare for the worst next scene. *gulps*

Crap. Somehow,i really need that special someone who willing to be by my side and everything laa all the time. And who is that gonna be? OH, DREAM ON.

How i wished miracle could happen.

Schools sucks. Okay i mentioned it twice already. Tomorrow's Sports & Games Day. blahh-

Goodbye losers.

Another emo day for me.

LMAO.

okay, i better stop this emo feeling!

school sucks.

Do i have to elaborate more?

nah-uh.

Anyway, i did my 2 hours of maths revision.

OHHH! im so proud of myself.

HAHAHA.

cos i actually did revision at home for the first time :D

Today had a nice journey back home.

*hinthint*

lalala,today i emoemoemo until i cant say much already.

maybe im having PMS?

guess so.

okay bye.

I just woke up from my nap. I wasnt suppose to have my nap. I was suppose to do my math,eventually i slept while doing.

At this moment, im feeling tired and lazy to think about anything else.

Problems and more problems keep coming in my way.

i wonder when will it stop?

Maybe one day my brain might just 'POP' with a blink of an eye.

okay, i sound emo here.

lmao.

I have something to say about this particular person whom i always always ignored his messages throughout these years(about 4 years from now).

This person i knew,is a very nice sincere guy and has very very patience towards me.

He's been trying to contact me for like so many years. But yet, i didnt care at all.

Can you tell?

We've been in the same school last time and now we're yet so far away. Trying to contact the person whom you really love/like to get attention from her. But you turned that person down. He still hasnt give up. And he doesnt want to lose that chance.

Til now,he's still trying his best to contact me.

And from here, i just realised that he's reallyreallyreally has that patience on me after all those ignorance .sighs-

im sucha a bad person.

i realised my mistakes. And i hope he'll forgive me :/

Friends are precious.

i shouldnt had ignored just like that.

i have no idea why i ignored him.

Maybe that past memories of ours still held my thoughts back.

i dont know.

And now,i know the real truth behind all this.

My eyes are blind for the last 3 years..

To be continued...

I didnt exactly changed my url. I just added DOUBLE-EE at the back :D

And you know, Khai Seng and Qiao Sian got tricked by me old-url blog!
wuahahaa!gosh,im so evil.

i wanna see how many peeps out there are being trick by that link.
IF you're smart enough,then i'll salute to you :D
As promise.

And the reason i changed my url is because that i dont wanna let many people read my blog.
oh,i doubt that people read my blog nowadays :/
Equals= GOOD!
Cos to me, this blog is all about me and its mine.
I OWNED IT.
NOT for other people to comment stuffs about my post all the time.
Fcuk,thats lame & stupid.
Their mouth just cant keep SHUT.
Cant they just keep it to themselves?
pfft.

WHATEVER.


Anyway,school has been boring. I dont always looking forward of going to school.
Lessons are boring too. oh heck,lessons are ALWAYS boring okay.
Shaffiqa and Sukainah said that my face looked like imma good girl who always
paying attention in class.
HOHOHO-
They are so wrong. I didnt exactly pay attention. Most of all, i just stared at the teacher and daydreamed. My usual routine in class that is.

I was feeling abit emo in the morning. But Art lesson were great so far. Cos my Art-partner who never fails to make laugh which is Zar Win brigthen up my day.
LMAO.
she said that im being so sarcastic. Am I ? O.O
And we laughed our heads off.

I shall end here.
Goodbye,

Emo-ed again. sighs-

goodbye.

I is HAPPY! :D

thanks to qiao sian,khai seng,glenn for understanding my current situation!

& all those sharing conversations.

HEHEHE.

And now im soooooooooooooooo positive-thinking set.

[im not gonna care what others might think or say]

YESYESYES.

Looking forward for the day.

JUNE,NCOs camp.

(1 and half month more to go)

WOOHOO!

*skips around with joy*

going about 1am now, better go get some sleep.

goodbye people.

heck. i hate the "me" now. blahhh-

bye,losers.

i dont feel like blogging anymore. But i think i should blog. okay,whatever.

The world is changing. Everything it seems so different. And i dont like the atmosphere. Oh well,life has to go on yeahh. sighs-

omg. i sound so emo in here. pspsps.

Yesterday was speech day. This time round it was held at the parade square with hundred tables and a stage facing the BBQ pit area.

It was a blast! The band peeps were all so excited,getting warmed up,kanchiong-ing when it was 30mins away for our turn -.-

*crap,i just slapped my brother's face because he read my post.*

Anyway, we camwhored around with the brass section people :D And yeahh,this is gonna be the last performance for the graduates ):
-gonna miss them uber loads !

And oh, vania and deon wanted to go explore the haunted part of the school. I wasnt preety much looking forward to it but i just followed them. So yeahh. Andand shakila told me something about "_____" ! (cheers for shakila :D)

Okay, i dont have the mood for Band stuffs. But im reallyreallyreally looking forward to NCOs camp in June! i sooooo wanna go!
Cos i asked mrs chee to ask the Deyi Drum major to teach me learn maceworks! & she agreed to it -WOOHOOO! :D

i dont care if i got chosen to go for OBS camp if it falls on the same day with NCOs camp. DIEDIE must go NCOs camp! xP -sorry vania. HEHEHE

*ARGH,im so angry! my another brother peeped what i blogged about -.-*

-

MYE is drawing near. and i want it to end FAST. i cant wait to throw my books aside and ENJOY! lmao.

[upcoming Drum Majorette,outgoing Drum Majorette]

im gonna miss her! )':

ohh im sick,yes.
i had a very horrible nightmare.

In my nightmare, i was at the top of the building ,climbing and hid into the darkness. But before that, i manage to escape from school during recess(which was at night) you see its like prisonbreak. LMAO. okay,strange eh?

Okay,and then 3 teachers were looking for missing students which was ME and my brother. They searched everywhere. I was below the spotlight at the edge there. Til when they spotted me, i quickly pushed them down the building. and they ---------------------------------.


like,


WHATHEHELL RIGHT?!?!?!??!?!??!


so creepy okay!shesshh. OMGOMGOMGOMG. zzz.

FORGET ABOUT MY NIGHTMARE.


--

MYE coming! so many things to do, so little time. Gonna give my best shot for MYE and BAM! throw my books aside and ENJOYENJOY 24/7 :D

Anyway,i wanna master my mace-ing skills D: so cool okay! you get to spin and throw up in the air and catch it! i wanna be like Joshua the Deyi Drum major :D woohoo- okay dream on. better start practicing. hohoho-

okay byebyebye.
im going nuts.

SYF OUTDOOR BAND COMP 2008

JVCB supporters! :D

changed blogskin.
and i think i kinda like this one than the previous,heh.

Congrats to DEYI MILITARY BAND for winning the BEST DRUM MAJOR 08 and won with the only GOLD w HONOUR!

okay,my throat is dry and having abit of sore throat due to yesterday screaming and cheering for the display band.

school starting tmr, gahhhhhh-
sleepayeeee -.o

byee!

i hate things to go this way.

i cant bring myself up to the usual me.

everything is so fcuk up.

so..so fuck up.

"Support you all the way?"

what the fuck is that suppose to mean.

heh,whatever.

i feel that you lost my trust on me.

cos it's not the first time.

and i made it the same mistake again,which is NOT on purpose.

you should know me well.

but guess not.

i already done my job,everything i tried to do to make it up to you.

but no,you wouldnt listen to me.

im not the only at fault okay.

Now is all up to you.

and yeahh "ive got nothing to say."

goodbye.-

Hey. it's been long nearly 1 week for not using the computer.
*screams*

School recently was very tiring. Almost everyday went home nearly 7. Scoop! Speech Day next friday,rehearsals,projects,Class tests coming up,MYE in less than a month. Godddd,so packed & busy.

i need to buck up on my maths!!!

damnit. i cant concentrate in class. because of these bunch of -budakssstaktaunakdiampatdalamkelas are VERYVERY distracting.
Keep talking non stop. And why is there so much to talk about?!
oh right, they talked about mostly,SOCCER,our very own school team soccer boys,this guy name shafanidunowhatheck,and this beehive thingy outside our class. is like EVERYDAY they talk about the VERY SAME THING and they have soo much to talk about it. i dont know how,but they just did.

And the very best thing is, THEY SAT RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME BLOCKING MY VIEW.

Hell,im so pissed.

ahh,whatever.

Anyway, good news is Xingnan Brass Band got GOLD again SYF this year! Congrats yoo! :D am so proud. hahah

eh,post next time . busybusy scheldue coming my way! ~

eh. i not happy with ______!

LMAO.

eh i am veh sleepy.

eh just now speech day rehearsal was a messed.

eh i lost my mood.

eh my head gonna burst.

eh tomorrow's my uncle gonna nikah.

eh i dont want to follow.

eh i want to study.

eh i want chill at coffee bean.

eh i want go beach.

eh i still not happy with _______!

eh,so many eh la eh.

okay lame.

[Drum Majors]

under probation still.

im gonna miss him! ):

okayyyyyyy, i know what to blog about now.
this is my second post of the day.

i think im gonna make it straight to all readers.
im going to edit under affiliates column. Meaning, i will only link to those who bothers to often(always) read my blog and tag before leaving and only those who are my dearest to me. so yeah. Dont come to me saying, " ehh sery! you never link meee! " wahh, wtf. gahhh-
(this will take effect when i change new blogskin)

anddd im going to make my own blogskin again until when i have my adobe photoshop back!
okayy,talking to one-of-my-best-guy-friend on the phoneee. he's entertaining me right noww. weeheee. shusshh,secret conversation! :P

okayyyy,byee!

i shall post something. because Huishi said that my blog looks CLEAN.
i dont know what am i going to post. because i have no idea. hah-hah-hah.

since i am waiting for hafiz to go online, i shall make myself busy. By writing down all the alphabet.

Starting from NOW,

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ

no,im not done yet. BACKWARD !


ZYXWVUTSRQPONMLKJIHGFEDCBA

okay,so lame -.-
OH! i just remember that i keep on saying " so lame " in me and vann's conversation today. *slap in the face* gawdd,i better stop saying so lameeeeeeee. or maybe im too addicted to that word? LOL.

im hungrayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. but i have no appetite to eat at home. And i always ended up having stomachache everyday.. shessh.


lalalalalalala. okay,seriously i dont know what to blog about. nevermindd.

TOMORROW THERE'S BAND AND THE NEXT DAY AND THE NEXT FOLLOWING DAY.
*bawgh*

Alumni band on thursday again,i wanna go but so latee end T.T

Andd ohhh, today is April's Fool Day. and i am not looking forward. i dont know,just no interest. heh.

One thing i wanna say is, i hate the month of march. There's alot of things going on. After one problem and another. sighs- nevermind. must learn from it.

i think i post quite long alrd.
so yah, BYEBYEE!

P.S MY BLOG IS STILL VERY SHINY-NY-NY-NY CLEAN! :D