BEACH-GEEK

"Next time, i would just shut up and not interfere/bother."

(c)


-update in 120390561384 years time.

I'm leaving you
I'm not sure if that’s what I should do
It hurts so bad
I'm wanting you but cant go back
Trying to find, to find
That all elusive piece of mind
Stuck here somehow
Shrouded beneath my fear
And now I don’t need it

Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love
And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and I'm just waiting for
The droplets, droplets

You left a mark
I wear it proudly on my chest
Above my heart Above my heart
To Remind me that I feel the best
When I'm with you When I'm with you
To me everything is effortless
You know its true
My eyes are painted with regret and I don’t need it

Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love
And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and I'm just waiting to fall and sink into your tears

You are like the raindrops, the raindrops falling down on me

You left a mark you left a mark
She left a mark he left
She left he left
And I don’t I don’t
Need it. Need it

(feat. Colbie calliat,Jason Reeves)

photographer(c)shery

howdy mate!
It's about a week plus that i haven't been blogging eh?

And yes. Exams are coming in about 2 weeks time.
I gotta work hard. Okay at least grade 4 and above for all subjects. But i'm aiming my Art & combined sciences for grade 1 and get top. im dead serious.
I MUST NOT LOSE TO ZARWIN AND HASNORSA in Art! :P

okaay,i dont what's my purpose of blogging today.

OHHH! right.
you know what? i just watched Resident Evil:Extinction. Late-night movies.
freaking awesome. okay,not.
scary ah. arsehole zombies!
and now i cant sleep. shessh~

and man! i love Alice!she's cool & strong & powerful!
wuahaha.
so cant wait for the next RE4 !

Anyway,band practice today was kinda great.
And can see that the band has improved!
terms of music and bonding and attendance and punctuality andand...!
But still.... can be better.

" C'mon JVCB! We can do it yo."

The trombone section rock the house while playing 'March beyond the critical point'
POWER-RRRRRRR ar! very strong.
unbelievable.
THEY IMPROVED!with the help of tiacwoo. lols,

Oh,by the way today was our last practice. Resume on the 15/16 Oct. 3 weeks?
AND im not gonna rot my trumpet and let it rust.
PRACTICE!PRACTICE!PRACTICE.
cos seriously, my skills suck.
my playing suck.
my tone suck.
my air-pressure suck.
my lips embrochure suck.
my tongue-ing suck.
everything suck.

& how the hell do i produce a vibrato on my trumpet?
*scratch head*

HAHAH.
idiot. i have a very bad habit of playing. And i cant seem to get rid of it.
stupid primary school band .

*psst. i was grossed by zany's ulcer on her gum ,ew.

Hmmm.. what else am i going to say?
OHHHHH!!
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okay,i dont know.

AH! Did i ever mention that i never like the school that im attending every day?
okay, YES! i never like this school.
and i will NEVER like this school.
this will be my worst nightmare.

H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E

and i was so happy the other day. Talking the same thing with Jie Si about the same topic. And we trashed everything out like nobody else business. WOO!
and i support ms priya.
hoho *big grins*


-
I realised that i've been feeling worried for my friends.
okay,without the 's'.
A friend of mine.
Like seriously, i AM really worried for her.
i hope she's still hanging on.

(wait,why do i have to feel worried but not myself?aya.)
at least, im concerned!
Loyal friend huh?CHEH.

Oi ,woman! Cheer up hah. i hate it when i see my friends moody ): makes me feel sad ah. Myself and E will help you along the way (:
That's what friends are for. hahs. right eelin?!

OKAY. im loving the book that i'm reading, "Summer of the secrets?" recommended by V.
yes,another book of hers.
Great books she has eh!
and i think she's gonna beam big when she sees this.
HAHAH.

just so you know, i have things that keeps bothering my mind. But i tend to turn wash them away from my brain.
I know that i shouldn't bottle up all my problems to myself.
But ahh..well. Not now okay.

I hope everything's going to back to normal again.
Quite unstable right now.

i seriously missed the old times.
roar.

okay goodbye.
(it's going 2am.)


-

YES! i just finished my homework :D

okay,not. Only one.
Pathetic right?*nodded head aggressively*

OHH! Currently listening to 'Camp rock' soundtrack.
And i'm loving every bits of it!
It gives me the inspirations!

Hmmmmmmmm. And i think i have a backbone problem. I've been hunching my back ever since like a few days ago?
AARGH! This is soooo killing me alright?!

Anyway,i had just finished reading 'The Choice' by Nicholas Sparks that was recommended by V.
WOO! what a great book and beautifully written.
I just lovee it. And i can't wait to read another book that she's gonna lend me.
*winks*

Okaay,it's late at night and why am i still awake.
whereas there's band practice like tomorrow morning?
*wonders*
whateverrr. i'm not feeling sleepy anyway.
*beams*

And i still owe Azlin the designs! -.-
i, always never keep my words.

AND I WANT MY MACE BACK!
SO THAT I COULD SPIN & THROW & BOOOOOOOOOOOM!

okay,goodnight.



OBS Philippines, SEA expedition
spot me! spot me! :D
(duh,it's so obvious)


setting off to our next destination...



Land expedition
Our 12kg backpack .
High enough?


Look how huge is our backpack o.o



At the top of the hill, freezingly cold!


Til the next post!:D

okay, i'm feeling emotional now.

i don't know why i am feeling this way
it always got to do with 'BAND' stuffs.

i'm just puzzled,confused,sad,unhappy,crushed and many many whatever-words-you-described-it.
i doubt anybody in band wouldn't careless about what's going on(?)
yeah,they just come for practice, play music, (make a fool of themselves), and go home.

If they think joining band is just about playing music ,can kindly buzz off okay .
i didn't mean to break your heart

Like seriously,it's getting on my nerves already.
Just because i didn't voice out anything, doesn't mean that i don't give a damn about it.
YES OF COURSE I DO.
But!....................................
i just dont know.

I'm lost.
really lost.
ever since that incident, " you are overpowering them " , "We aren't happy the way the band is now"

i dare not to take the lead.
i dare not to instruct people.
i dare not to shine out.
i dare not to scold.
i dare not to order people around.
i dare not to boss people around.
i dare not to fight back for myself.
i dare not to voice out.

i just dare not to do everything....

Or maybe because i'm scared of losing.

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Losing my friends.


From what i observed and noticed, that majority of the NCO(s) are not doing their job most of the time.
And i can tell that the EXCO(s) isn't going to work out well.
(yes, even though we're all good friends.)
but working together?noo.

I don't feel respect.
They take me as if i'm a piece of junk.
Like whuat?
i detest disrespectful hooligan people.
(kill them all!)

I just wish to be a normal member.

( sery, you gotta be strong! think positive!)
(take it as a challenge!)



I'm sorry if i offend any of you readers.

This is what i've been wanting to say since that day i broke down.
But yet i have not finished what i wanted to say.
This is just one-quarter of it.






chilling at the cafe would be nice..