I've been struggling hard,
but why can't i draw those artistic-wild-creative design like other artists?

i have no idea where to start,
no ideas in mind,
tried to absorbed loads and loads of inspiration,
but still i couldn't come out with A DESIGN yet.
i suck at most things.
how can i succeed?

i felt insulted.
when people comment about my art.
who wouldn't?
(i know that's the way to improve myself)

i don't even show my masterpiece to my own friends.
Not even them.
So why should i allow the others to see?





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I have two hours of Art lesson tomorrow.
I've drawn my final draft,but i think it still suck and not unique and it's all over the place!
I'm prepared to get all the harsh and straightforward respond from Mdm Rafilah.
After all, she's a damn good Art teacher.
Who you could joke and play around with.


And I''m going to stay up til 11.30pm ,again.






Band practice tomorrow.
I dread going for practice.
(blah)


Anyway, I'm so hooked onto this book called, 'Eclipse'.
I'm sure every one of you are familiar with this title.
I love the way the author describe in everything.
Oh,i fell in love with the author!

How i wish i owned EDWARD CULLEN.
wuahahah.

okay,goodbye.