These few days had been tiring for me.

Sec ONE orientation 09 was disappointingly not the most memorable one.
although it was a successed.
To me, it was a very-short orientation.

The best part was Mass Dance and Inter-class cheerings.

Eric is a cool guy (:
hahaha.

Kok Loon is a big bullier !

i hope i would bump into 1N1 juniors someday.
i suddenly missed them :/

Anyway, I've just gotten my OBS certificate and badge yesterday.
Boy, i am so proud to wear it on my uniform collar! :D
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OUTWARD-BOUNDERS ROCK!

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Today was my FIRST lesson in class.
and i realised that i became the senior of the school now.
Time flies with just a blink of an eye.

I sat right at the corner of the back of the class,
with Hisyam sitting in front of me, empty space on my right,a dull painted dusty wall on my left,two columns away from my close classmate.
how pathetic can i get?

But atleast i couldn't get distracted so easily.
OH! and from where i sit,awayyyyyyyyyyy from my (*) mates.
That's the good thing.
HAHAH.


And i think Mrs Teo isn't bad as i thought before.
She's a nice teacher,i think.

Okay,so i was like rushing myself to catch up all those topics that i had missed
for the past two days during class.
And i did yesterday's math and english homework within an hour!
am i superb or what?

Art lesson was so pressurizing.
i feel like slacking but i know i can't.
I must be out of my mind.

N level is like 8 months away.
And i have like 6 months to submit my coursework.
somebody please shake me!

i hate this feeling.
egh.

Life is always meant to be unfair.

Currently i am feeling so useless now.
I have to work my ass off for at least for ONE more year.
ENDURE!

One : I am taking two very major exams in my life.
Two: N levels in 8 months time
Three: I HAVE TO PASS MY MATHS!
Four: I'm useless to study
Five: I BLOODY SO WANTING TO GET OUT FROM THIS SCHOOL!


and if you dare asking me to not think too much,
i tell you,rather die.