it isn't just an ordinary faded pink rose..


I don't really know what is going on right now.
I don't even consider myself that i still exist in this world.
Like as if i don't owned a heart,
heart with feelings,
heart with...sighs
why am i being so pessimistic?
f__.


And thanks Mr. M Cullen for being a great listening ear.

Started off with a bad morning .
I got really pissed off with Wan during Art lesson.
And he began accusing me for starting the argument.
Like i mean, WHAT DID I DO WRONG?!
I told him that he was blocking my way from the entrance door and supposingly they had to stand outside Art Class.
And then he raised his voice, " Asal dengan kau?!" - What's wrong with you?!
Surprisingly i managed to argue back with a satisfactory smile.
seriously,WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM!? not me.

Huh.

Three solid hours of Art lesson then.
Mdm Rafilah said i am not a good researcher.
and she laughed hysterically.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHH.
oh shut up.
she's just making us go crazy.
i love her.
The Best Teacher in JVS.

fast forward >>>>>>>>>

I think I'm so engrossed into reading.
Ain't it getting thicker?!

I read every,before,after,during lesson.
hahahah.
(sarcastically)



BAND PRACTICE

i don't know.
i'm speechless.
But for sure i know that Jasmine and Zany and Deon knows that i always loves to hide behind the black stand when band practices starts.
:D

I'm exhausted.
I'm suffocating.
I'm frustrated.
I'm sick.

Oh, anyone wants the Video Recording?
the one that we did Marching Drills last Saturday.
Tag me.


"I feel something very suspicious which I'm not suppose to know now.
But must you really make it THAT obvious?
it hurt me.
But whatever."



ps: sorry if i sound like a no-life person for the past few posts.