Kinda happy with what i am doing now?

I had my dry-run 2.4km today.
My legs were killing me! And i had difficulty breathing through my lungs.
But i persevered through the two rounds at the canal with those encouraging words by the other NA classes.
(cheers!)

And I'm proud to say that my timing in the first round was 7 min 16secs!
hahaha :P

Anyway,I finally manage to finish up my Art Draft coursework!
*skips around the room*
I was sooo overjoyed with my final draft.
I screamt, 'YAYYYY!' And Mdm Rafilah joined in screaming with me.
But she shot back at me saying," No,don't say 'yay!' Say Alhamdullilah."
hahahah!

And now I can start doing my masterpiece on the board.
*beams*
Atleast i am not the last one to start on the board.
i still have to do my preparatory board ):


You know,sometimes i wonder.
People only think of themselves not others.
And there is always atleast one person of their own group do care for one another.
But the others don't even wonder/realise it.
And the others are happily with their own lives while the other one is not.
And that one person feels like as if he/she is stucked way deep down the hole.

I mean what are friends for?
):

eh,i'm being random okay.
hmph!

SYF IN THREE DAYS TIME!
JVCB! WE BELIEVE IN FLYING!

Okay,seriously i love my blog skin the way how it looks.
*beams*

Within half an hour my parents are gonna be back home.
I'm screwed if they see me sitting here looking at the screen.

Life wonders huh.
i wish miracles would happen on 3rd of April 2009.
Allah,please save us!


"Never liked before."



i miss those moments.

Made new skin though.
Although this is not what i wanted my blog skin to be,but i had to do a very simple one.

It's a bit depressed the way it looks plus the music being played.
hahaha.
This describes the way i feel right now.

goodbye!


whatever you fellas judge me.
I'm not what the way you think i am.

one spotlight

somehow i just miss the old times.
:/

yah,and then i get the same 100000000x times response
'aya,people changed!'
that is the worst down-to-earth response i ever get.

I was hanging out all alone for the past few days.
I wonder where are all my friends go?
or maybe i should have an imaginary friend.
hmmmmmmm.

a whole new of a different aspect.
it isn't the same now.


-
she takes a dim view of her choice of people.

not involving anything would be the best choice?
*scratch head*

i need to take many photographs!
MANDYYYYYYY,be my model can?
:D

p.s, Silent readers are spooky people O.O
:P

beauty dies

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."

I ate Spaghetti Carbonara for lunch today.
deliciousio!

AJ Rafael's song makes me smileeeee :)

I have exactly five minutes to rant here

I'm done with malay homeworks.
yayness for me!

Eventually,i dozed off for an hour just now.
which is not good.
I'm supposed to be revising for my Physics Test tomorrow.
golly gee!

I have to keep on telling myself to give all the best.
Aqilah and myself promised ourselves to work hard for N levels!
although our friendship distance is so far away yet so near living block to block,we still manage to contact
:D

When i woke up from my unwillingly nap, my mind just goes blanked.
Purely white and clean
It's like , 'aimless'
I don't even know where am i heading to.

GOSH!
what's wrong with me?

and i think I'm having backbone problem.
and i disliked doctors in polyclinic.
so unfriendly!

SYF is just next friday.
i haven't been noticing but WHATTTTTT!?
NEXT FRIDAY!?

all the best to all SYF participating bands!

goodbye.

somehow, I is sad.

I'm doing my second language composition now.
Supposedly to finish by end of march holiday but i totally dumped my language homeworks aside.
Okay,and i left with letter writing too.

But i really wanna thank the internet for having an online english-malay dictionary!
GOSH,atleast something saves me.
hahaha :D

i just don't wanna care about malay.
i don't see what's the point of studying second language.

CRAP! TOMORROW'S PHYSICS TEST.
i haven't study like....... 1457123157 years.

okay,bye.
PE lesson is so boring today D:


enjoy the rest of the day peeps.
(omgomgomg! i love Titanic Medley! :D)

I'm being crappy as for tonight.
And the people to whom i am talking to right now is longing to see the happy side of me right now.

I think i babbled alot.
Right?right?
hahahah.

:D
YEAH!
(doing the twist thingy)

Humanities lesson today was super hilarious!
Mdm Tan SG came back from her course and take over Mrs Bala's place.
Okay,seriously. She nags a damn loads.
And what's scary is that she understands and speaks malay too!
Wan asked the stupidest question ever.

"Cher! why did you came back ah?"
*Mdm Tan ignores*
*Whole class started laughing*
i think the whole class saw her face turned red.

HAHAHA.

Andand... another one.

Mdm Tan: Okay class! can you all find a partner to discuss about the factors of globalisation?"
student:cher! if no partner how?
Mdm Tan: get a partner!
and then the whole class started laughing.

hahahahahah!

i find it hilarious.
but i don't think you guys get the joke.
:D

i think some people in this class always ask the stupidest question which is sooooo common sense yet funny.

okay,i actually forgot what i wanted to blog about.
OH RIGHT!
now i remember.

I think Xian is a nice friend.
and we share things.
i feel sad for him,
and he feel sad for me.
awwwww,isn't that sweet?

CHEH!
nice conversation la.

And Jun Wern don't emo okay!
I think it's nice telling stories about how we feel.
Music makes our life moving!

okay,goodnight earthling!

i drank two bottles of fruit juice!

I am still living alone at this hour

Like as if i own this apartment all by myself.

cool or what?

Quote of the day

(Hypocrite and Bitches doesn't exist in my life.)

transparent enough to visualise

Time now is 7.40pm
I'm living all alone for today.
Leaving the whole house to myself.

I don't wish to talk about today.
i was feeling all so gloomy when my family dropped me by school this morning.

sebagai teman baikku bukannya tanya mengapaku berasa sedih pagi tadi,
sementara kamu semua mengelak hati di depan,aku kesorangan di hujung.

My house is loopsided now.
oppsy,i overdid it.
:D

I really can't imagine how will my life be like without Band.
8 years in band adds beautiful colours in my life.

I think i should continue learning music for the rest of my life.
There are alot of music studies to learn!
I'm so eager to know.
I wish to learn Flute,Oboe,Saxophone and French Horn.
And I wish to learn piano too.

Do you guys know that i love performing?
but i always have this nervousness feeling getting screwed up on that big spotlight.
such a spoiler.

Music is my life.
Music has always been my passion.
But my career job will be a Fashion Designer.
(if i can succeed)

I have interest in Photography,Designing and Outdoor adventure/Sports.
I realised that i have alot of talents.
But its such a waste that i didn't make use of my talent to prove what i have.
):

I think Lufthi(NCO) is being such an ass.
HAHA :P
He apologised to me in msn for appearing offline without saying goodbye a few days back.
And then he told me that he was sorry again for having this conversation a very short one.
And he went off.
Gahhhhhhhh!

Okay,i want to talk to Asyiqin now.

my happy clone!

Goodbye
i'm off to do my homeworks!
Ps: AJ Rafael's songs is still beautiful (:

TWO WEEKS LEFT TO SYF!

I'm back from a 3-day SYF music camp.

okay, honestly i forget what happened on the 1st day.
Combined tutoring with Deyi and Boon lay band.
it's pointless
= wasting time.

i don't care what I've just said.

Combine with Mr Chia is the best.
He reallyreallyreally believes in us even if we sounded so bad.
like OMGOSH!
He inspires the band.
i mean like, we really feel that we can make it!
And he even said that we're VERY CLOSE to that.
I was so overjoyed after he said that!

you see, JVCB!
i told you we can do it.
just a little bit more okay?!



We did great music during the exchange.
but that doesn't mean that we are good enough.
it's never enough.

The first night and the third day of combined practice was the best moments!
i will never ever forget that feeling.

TRE CHEERS FOR JVCB!



And one thing that I'm really happy about is that we're all in this together.

One band,one sound,one spirit!
even if we didn't follow HER,at least we sounded like a band.

HAHAH.

Each time i listen to the recording that we played yesterday,it breaks my heart.
):




Anyway, this was my last camp ever.
Lucky enough, i had an enjoyable and memorable camp i ever had.
:D

i love the company with Nadhirah (sayanggg!),Fathiah,Azlin,Aini,Asyiqin, the malay girls la.
they always makes me happy :D

And Adila,zany,hafiz
And jasmine,audrey,felyna,liping.
And, YI XIU!

and trumpeters!
and BRASS SECTION!
WE ROCK YEAH \m/

i'm gonna miss JVCB to the max!
esp with the Chia's family.
and playing with the band.

And i wish to play the piece called , Never lark nor eagle flew by James Curnow.
Or any piece that will give us memorable one.
for the last time before we graduate.

i thought of playing Never Lark nor Eagle Flew with this SYF bach for the last time conduct by Mr Chia.
Because he was the one who really believes in us.
Motivate us and everything that made our music come back.

Okay, i think enough with band.
I'm going for Class BBQ later on.
omg, so exhausting.


I'm surprised that my NCO friend,Luthfi, reads my blog.
yes,i am very surprised okay! :P
oh,i missed 34th nco camp D:


MASSIVE MUSIC EXCHANGE AT ANG MOI KIO THIS SATURDAY!
i'm going to sacrifice my shopping dates on saturday D:



DO YOU BELIEVE



even if we sound bad,we must know that we have done our very best.
That's our true colours of JVCB.

I AM HAPPY :D


because i feel so motivated after the talk.
and i think i did a great job!

JVCB!
LET'S MAKE THIS 21 DAYS A MEMORABLE ONE
8 PRACTICES LEFT!


WE CAN DO IT!
focus and enjoy ourselves :D



I LOVE YOU GUYS.
YOU WERE SO SUPPORTIVE AND LIVELY AND HYPERACTIVE TODAY.



yours sincerely,
drum majorette paling best punya!
*two thumbs up*

happy 18th birthday khair, happy 19th birthday hua dong.

At this moment right now,
At this kind of weather-like,
At this mood that i am having,

I feel like grabbing an ice blended mocha and cheesecake with caramel on top at Starbucks Coffee in town.

Chilling and enjoying the breeze in the night.
Listening to AJ Rafael's piano cover.

Wow, that would be the most wonderful thing.

(Anyone would like to date me at late night hours?)

Can i have this dance?

Every turn will be safe with me,
Don't be afraid to fall ,
You know I'll catch you through it all


I'm waiting for the right moment.

Let's make a difference now

It is now roughly around 1.40am.

I can't go back to sleep.
Yesterday was one of the worst day so far.
Band practice was frustrating and a heartache.
Everybody was acting very weirdly yesterday.
I was so clueless.

I'm sick worried.
Are you guys too?
SYF is just less than a month.
We should be improving a lot more than xgazillion times NOT deproving.

We are nearly there people.
Just a little bit more and we're there.
Have faith in yourself and do you believe?

At this hour,

I'm resting,
They are blowing instruments,
I'm doing revision,
They get lectures by HER,
I'm watching tv,
They are reading scores for syf,
(it doesn't rhymes,i know.)


Why am i here again?
COS I'M SICK FOR TWO DAYS!

most hated school ever

N LEVEL MALAY ORAL
5th MARCH 2009
Time: 3.30pm


which is TOMORROW?!
WHAT THE HELL


Can someone please ask the MOE why did they shift forward to the month of march, supposingly major oral exams happen to fall on mid july or something right?!


And what's best is that i just know about it like now?
SUPERRRRRRR LAST MINUTE!



IM SPEECHLESS.

Flying highhh~

Practically I'm at home now ,resting.

I was feeling all so drowsy once i woke up in the morning.
And the next thing i know,my head slam back onto my pillow.
So yeah,that was how it goes.

I regret leaving my custom guitar in the band store.
I'm going to be really worried and angry if any one of them USE/DROP/TOUCH my guitar without my permission.

FRAGILE OKAY!
& PRECIOUS.

It cost me 200 bucks.
damn it

Wen Jie told me about my Physics test, and i passed!
Okay well, at least i maintained my score.
And whereas Physics is my most weakest/dislike subject.
(grins)

Chemistry Test was such a disappointment.
based on PERIODIC TABLE.

PERIODIC TABLE!!?!?
HELLO?!
ITS THEORY BASED!
AHHHHHHHHHHH.

I flung my chemistry test.
I flung my chemistry test.
I flung my chemistry test.
I flung my chemistry test.
I flung my chemistry test.

I can't believe it.
I don't wish to say any further about Chemistry test.
But just so you know, I'm so bore to see Mrs Alice Gan every time.

She is our band teacher in charge
She is my Chemistry teacher
She is the only reliable teacher who i could look for (band stuff)
And it's like i see her 5 times per week!
but anyway, my mind is already switched off from all those leadership stuff.
so what do you expect?

Although Chemistry is my favorite subject, I won't let it affect on me.

CHEMISTRY IS FUN!

Yesterday was result day for the dates of SYF.



3RD APRIL 2009
Singapore Conference Hall
11.30am
Jurongville Concert Band





30 DAYS LEFT.

so, wake up people!
AND WORK HARD!

By the way, my slot for Gig Week is this Friday.
Forming an acoustic set at the concourse during recess.
cheerios!

groove baby.

3RD APRIL 2009
31 DAYS LEFT.

WORK HARD PEOPLE!