Do i have a choice? Shall i make sacrifices for my time?

Queeny shook me with this statement,"You have to go. Its means alot to you."

I couldn't feel it now. But when the time comes,i shall know.

I'm relunctant to reunite again. However I hold a very strong position. It'll be such a big disappointment if i don't.

I felt disgusted when she gave me this pathetic look. I strongly opposed although i said,"yes. I'm willing to sacrifice."

I'm torn between two things which will make an impact for the rest of my life.
Well,it all depends on me and time..
Goodnight.

you're freaking the hell out of me,please stop!

Okay,hello again readers!

I'm back here. Not wasting my time away,but i did my research anyway. And that's good. I'm left with 2 weeks to meet my coursework deadline. In my calculation I have a total of 30 hours to complete. Oh well,my two saturdays are booked too. Aiming for A1!

yay,yay,yay!
I just need inspirations :D


Honestly,I am annoyed with this particular person in school. I shan't say the name but i think i've reached my limits already. I couldn't stand the feeling with people staring at me. I mean i could REALLY FEEL that person's eyes were on me when i'm around. SO FREAKY YKNOW. Ughhhhhhhhhhh!
I just wish that person would stop. I think some of you might know who it is.. shhhh!

And sometimes I have the urge to just tell that person right up to the person's face and say TO STOP WHATEVER THAT PERSON'S DOING.
I'm not being selfish or unfriendly or whatever you wanna call me. But ..I just can't take it. It annoys me.

okay,signing off!

I shouldn't have left the room. Valueables were not being looked after. No one was in the room. We were the last three to leave. No reply,i'm guessing she's pissing off now. I mean,safety comes first right? sigh..

Anyway,I'm blogging bcos no ones(right... my annoyingly sister just came in) in the room. Somehow,sometimes I like to be alone. Depends on my mood. Eh,pardon me. I'm not a loner okay. School have been crazy these days.

First day of the week I was feeling rather gloomy. I don't have mood swings. It just comes naturally. Whoa,is there such thing? But oh well. I'm maintaining my self-emotions.

So yeah,throughout the whole day I observed every single human out there. Asking myself why they do all kind of stuffs? Sound scary. If my friends knew,i think they'll be like gossiping,"eyerr. why she behave so strangely one? she's one weird-mental friend i've ever met!"

Oh right,probably they'll find out cos i just typed it out. hooray...........-.-

I realised that whenever when I'm with my class,I'll be like.. stoning most of the time. You know why? HAHAHAH. I don't wish to say here,bcos MRS TEO taught us that we are NOT ALLOWED to criticise or talk or gossip about this particular person in our blog. ITS A CRIME! so I'm a good girl that i don't mention anything about it. ROFLMAO. pfft,yeah right. (burning)

I just remembered something. Two days ago,which was a Sunday,I gotta tell you that it was a really bright and sunny day on a SUNDAY MORNING! wuhahaha =D I love sundays. Don't you? cos its sunny and brightt! I didn't waste that Sunday. I am liberty to leave the house and took my chances and bus-ed down to Orchard early morning just to  have a sip at Starbucks Coffee.

Call me crazy or whatever you wanna call me but, I am not crazy. Chilling at a cafe in the 'city' is my all-time-favourtie place to chill. If i am allowed,I could have stayed there all day! And finally I had my Caffe Latte and New York Cheesecake! :D

Okay,the next time I drop by Starbucks Coffee,I gotta take one picture of it! And featured it as my blogskin. ^^

I should be doing my revision now. Goodbye!

When boredom strikes,

when the room gets quiet,

when i get restless,

when i get crazy over painting

Happy Birthday Ms Emily Sunshine!

Have you ever come across when at times you know that you have put in your very best effort for something and hoping to see good results? But before anything could happen,some hag had to ruin your motivation and hopes for that particular thing you have been working really hard but you never get encouragement for trying,instead that hag said some harsh and demoralising words to you. And the way they said it as if you're a failure and you could never make it to the top.

I swear that after I stood up from my seat,my heart breaks into millions of pieces. Its like someone took a knife and stabbed your heart in front of you.

It was kind of amiably pleasant to have someone to be the witness who saw what had happened. And that someone was none other than my class chairman,Fifi. And coming in later,Wan ying feeling uncertain whether I was back to myself. She kept on tapping my shoulder and asking if I was feeling any better and providing a box of tissues from Jarell who supply tissues for the whole class.

And I wonder where were the most friends when i need  had gone to?

In the morning,I was being a cold-blooded person. I couldn't tolerate such immature acts who doesn't behaves like young adults. I mean like once in a blue moon its fine. But if it is happen all the time? Its just too much.

Ridiculous behaviour were very unexpected from you people.

Anyway,I would like to share a video to everyone. Mdm Lorena showed this during MT lesson and I find it really really touching. I was holding back my tears!


"Thai Pantene television commercial. Its simply brilliant. The story of a deaf and mute girl who learns to play the violin against all odds. One of the most touching advertisements Ive seen in a long, long time."



Quote of the day

"Music is a visible thing."

feeling lethargic right now.
I just wish to close my eyes and sleep forever. And forget everything that worries me.

Zar Win and Fifi promise me to come for Art after Maths remedial. But they never did. So I was being pangseh by them.
Yah,i was kinda alone in the Art room that afternoon. At the same time I was pissed. Great,ruined my day.
Then I left the Art room at about 4.30pm

But anyway, Maths remedial was a fruitful one! I can't remember who but out of the blue we were talking about 'Dragonboating'. In the first place , Mukmin mentioned about doing 'kayakking',Ler Chen mentioned 'Paintball' and Alvina mentioned 'Dragonboating'. And then Wan ying screamt," I WANT DRAGONBOATING!" And without thinking, I blurted out "Hey! Let's go dragonboating together!"
It sounds so fun and exciting cos you know,we plan to go with only these bunch of people=Maths remedial peeps! Hahahaha.
Mukmin said that he wants to be the drummer when we paddle the boat. To give motivation you see. Macam paham ah that guy.
Okay,this is something to look forward to after N levels! :D

Archery lesson tomorrow during PE. Somehow i almost forgotten that there is Archery tmr. Look how i have become! Worry this,worry that and forget every thing else. Ayaa!

I'M POSITIVE TO GET DISTINCTION FOR ART!

Finally i found my long lost friend today! :)

Anyone wanna volunteer to whack my head with a wooden plank?

Giving away $100 FOC!

NOT.
hahahaha

I'm left with exactly ONE month to my Art N level coursework
The deadline is 11 AUGUST 2009!
REMEMBER THAT!
R-E-M-E-M-B-E-R!

According to my calculation,i'm only at 35% in the process. I HAVE to really squeeze another 65% within a month to finish up. That's including painting board + preparatory work.

I'm so gonna sacrifice my sleeping time,stretch to 11pm and staying back almost everyday which result in almost impossible for me to get home by seven.
Plus revision,homeworks,test,mock exams.

CHIONG-ING!

Anyway,what have i been up to recently?

School's been great. Like last friday. It was after recess when i got into the class. I wasn't in a great mood before. But somehow after eating my brunch my mood totally changed. I could hardly breathe when i was rushing my way up climbing the stairs.

MATHS LESSON-MDM WU,LATE=DIE! so yeah.

I walked along down the row and I took Wen Jie's schoolbag blindly and stuff his bag under Wan's table. I laughed hysterically like as if i was drunk. Fifi saw what i did and gave an evil smile. I stole emily's spectacle and hide it inside Wen Jie's pencilcase.

I didn't realise that Wen Jie was in the class already. And he went," WHERE'S MY BAG?!" and "oh! you put Emily's spec in my pencilcase right?" I sat there laughing so hard. Oh,we were just playing.

Wen jie wanted revenge and so he stole my NEWEST calculator and placed it on top of the lamp light. WTHXZXZZ RIGHT?! I CAN'T EVEN REACH IT! I have no idea how he put it though he is about the same height as me. zzzzzzzzz.
And then Jarell brought my calculator down,though i thanked him unsincerely. opss!

I was super unsatisfied. I stole Wen Jie's bag again and confiscated it until the end of the lesson. When the last bell rang,i dashed out of the class and dumped his bag into the rubbish bin.
hahahahahahahaha!
EVIL,but it was fun.
Cos we all know that it was all a joke.

Sometimes you gotta break the rule to have fun! ;)

One of the best day this year in school!

Two teenagers sitting by a pole.

(HAHAHA! nonsense)

I am disheartened by this friend named, LUTHFI FROM WOODGROVE SECONDARY!

We have been talking to each other for quite some time and he doesn't even know my name.

OUCH!

What kind of a friend are you huh?

CHEH.

eh,i want my ice cream ah.

Come swim here like your hero,Michael Phelps!

LMAO.

inactive for sometime

It felt like it doesn't make any difference.
But you were there when i was invisible to everyone else..


I feel touched.

  "Oh heck,something hit my head and i could feel that danger is coming!!" RUNN FOR YOUR LIFE!
SEPTEMBER/OCTOBER 2009 That is so dramatic ain't it? Okay,anyway i feel so guilty for not studying. I really did try to study but i got carried it away. Noooooo,I MUST STUDY! MUST! MUST! Same goes to all of you people who are taking the major exams this year.study hard and then we can enjoy later! Every seconds counts! so what are you waiting for? Get your butt down and start studying! Stop continue reading! I know you are reading this. Switch off your computer and moveeeee! Goodnight!

Video post feat. an ANG MOH speaks sporean language-SINGLISH MUST WATCH!

A little rusty here. I should post something.

Watch this video if you haven't.
Got it from that non-stop eater boy's blog :D

I remembered something in class today.

It was during Math lesson. Mdm Wu was going through a question which was on the topic of graph. I was scribbling something in my paper very confidently! And then suddenly Wan Ying popped this question ,"Why are you holding onto your calculator when its switched off  and not using it?" I looked at my hand and I went,"OHHHHHHHH!"

ROFLMAO. Two blur sotongs sit side by side! (BEST)

I think I'm awesome you know? Do you know why? Cause Mdm Wu suddenly called out a register number THREE,that's me. And I accidentally blurted out a response with, "WHAT!" COOL HUH
In the end, Mdm Wu stared at me ,I gave a stare back. huuuu staring game lesson huh! hahahha,it was all a joke afterall. First time ever i did this to a teacher. I'm a good girl! Oh,speaking of me being a good girl, Mdm Tan praised me for being the 1st person to hand up her work on time.WHOA GOOD GIRL LUH. IM SO PROUD. HAHAHA.

Yesterday's mother tongue lesson was the best! Had a really good laugh with the malays. Shireen,Mukmin,Ishaq,Fahmi.. All the gerek people uh. Very united,me like! Everybody in the class communicates. For instance,one person speaks ,everybody else listen.. Jokes spread across the class even with Cikgu Lorena. hohoho- Favourite lesson so far!