I fell in love with 'My Soldier'

I'm in need of talking to someoneeeeeeeeeeeeee ):
but I don't bother to punch my fingers on the keypad phone.
(I'm soryyyyy!)


I've lost my mood.
I don't feel my heart going anywhere.
I could feel the sharp-pins poking through my stomach.
A Different Aura.
that's all i could describe.

I could feel the big distance between us.
I have always thought of it.
But do they have the same feeling as i do?
We're losing it..losing it.
I watched them so happily with other friends.. giggling away with their smiles on their faces
what about mine?
Have they ever thought about that?
We're invisible people or rather,strangers, from afar.
But we're _____ when we're together like we've known for 12 years.

I pretend to put a widest smile on my face every time.
I kept lying to myself that I'm physically okay.
But truly not.

yay,
I'm a sad girl now.


I've grown tired of every single thing.


I MISS THOSE SMILES ON OUR FACES.



HEY GUYS!
I'VE GOT SOMETHING TO SHARE HERE.
read if you bother:

You are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy.
Your life aim maybe is to serve the people.
But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs.
All your time is hold back for your friends and family.
You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency.
You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human.
But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny.
Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls.
You will have your own problems in your life.
Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it.
People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful.
They will play on you.
Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others .
Not everyone is created this way...
You are uniqe and rare!

So true.