i hate Valentine's day this year.

You will never know even when your friend is feeling in pain.
You will never even bother to care about her feelings.
You will never bother to ask how was she feeling today?
You will never bother to ask how was today?

whyy?

happily laughing at your own jokes.

Am i that invisible and transparent to see?
Or rather i don't have a heart to feel for my own feelings?

Blood gushed through my face.
Tears filling in my eyes but i held back.
still staying strong.

And i realized that i am a very patience person.

Why is it am i feeling this way?
( I really don't know why.. Mr M.Cullen)



I think i'm feeling very emotional nowadays.
F. that

don't you dare telling me to cheer up
cos' not even any of you knows how i feel.

i feel ridiculous.
and then,i have to put a mask on my face again..and again.
give the widest smile that she could.
*smiles*